Showing posts with label memories.. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories.. Show all posts

Wednesday, 2 March 2016

Where?




















Oh! he was everywhere
Tattooed in the in inside of my hand
Innately part of my endless rants
Lurking behind my classroom seat
Waiting outside my dance meets
On top of my list of crushes
Making out behind my backyard bushes
Filling the inside of my head
The muse of the poems I made
Like a voice on the phone
The only boy not Friend-zoned
As letters hidden in my desk
Like a tingling between my legs
In photographs and in songs
Right beside me downing vodka shots...

Only he wasn't there for the entire ride
Like he was supposed to be
Even though he said,
"You're my wild light -
What a lovely life it will be!"


Life doesn't always end up like we plan it to be.

.:ayda:.

Sunday, 28 February 2016

Clouds




















He hovered over me like a cloud
And I was always in its shadows
It was the worst kind of love
If there is a worst kind

I was besotted
How could I have not known
In the end I lay in a heap
Crumpled and left behind

I was happy nonetheless
Finally my days were cloudless



Note: I understood the importance of all the good things in the present because of all the clouds in my past.


.:ayda:.

Tuesday, 16 February 2016

Just Another Star













I was just another
star in his galaxy
of constellations,
with not enough shine
to hold him in place.
But I shone anyway.


You just gotta keep doing your shit. Keep shining, no matter what.

.:ayda:.

Friday, 15 January 2016

Fireworks















Sunny dresses
And bare toes
On the grass
Colored lips
Sipping coronas
Heady conversations
With green eyes
Under a clear sky
Time flies...

The day rolls
Into the night
In silence
And in laughter
With the touch of a finger
A tinge of blush
All the things I love
And fireworks.


Ever felt like a firework about to go off when you met someone that filled you with happiness? Yeah! that's exactly what I am talkin' about. Good day people! I hope you all have a day full of everything you love.

.:ayda:.

Friday, 25 April 2014

Those Were The Days!!


It’s that time of the year again, when you cannot help but feel good. It’s neither too hot nor too cold. Fall has almost come to an end and new leaves are already on their way. All around, there are fresh happy colours of flowers, trees, fruits and what not. In the daytime the sun is warm and bright while the evenings are cool and breezy.

This time of the year always reminds me of my childhood years with my little brother. As kids, I and my brother would be beyond elation and excitement when spring set in. This was that time of the year when we had tons of stuff to keep us busy. Gorging on cornflakes, dancing to Scooby-Doo tunes, taking rounds on our sparkly purple Hero Cadet (our beloved bicycle), playing gully cricket with the neighbourhood boys, watching WWE, Pokémon, Aladdin and what not! Downing glasses of milk, fighting over bigger omelettes or fluffier pillows, bickering over who cheated and who actually won bouts of Carom or Chinese checkers!!
It’s actually sad that as time is passing by sibling relationships are becoming more and more impersonal. Talk about generation gaps, everything from technology to trends to youth slangs is changing so fast that kids born even three years apart do not feel the warmth of being siblings. I’ve seen friends that have certain professionalism around their kid brothers and sister. They greet each other as if greeting a minion in office. There is just the emotionless acknowledgement that goes like; “Raj” (with a cursory head nod) and “Nikhil” (with a similar bob of the head). There’s no friendly punch or a heart-warming bear hug or sly name-calling. I mean the fun, warmth, love, possessive-ness, protective-ness, mock rivalry is somehow lost!

There’s no sharing or inside jokes to make memories and look back on when you are all grown up. I don’t know what the world is coming to but all this seems very robotic. Maybe the camaraderie is the sacrifice you make while you are trying to win the rat-race and your own brother/sister is just another competitor.
The next generation will never care about the joys of sipping on Pepsi cola or fighting over the remote control of the TV or sharing school gossip. What a sad sad notion!!

The days of hide n seek, scrabble and crazy fun playing outdoor games on summer holidays are really over with the advent of Play stations, Tabs and Smartphones but man those were the days!


LOVE J
Making faces and blackmailing on secrets.


ADITI